Friday, June 29, 2007

off to korea!

hahaha... now in T1 waiting to board my plane to korea!
will be there on a conference... haha... shall try to put the little korean that i noe to use... hopefully i wont b too shy to not try.

u take care yah... =)
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Monday, June 25, 2007

some of you expressed your concern after reading the last blog entry. thank you so much. =) i'm fine actually... juz was so piffed.

will really have to look into managing anger sometime. being angry is not wrong. but how one handles, expresses it... dat s where alot of us trip up. u cant deny it, suppress it, wish it away, pretend it isnt there... neither can u blow up, give it full expression, bring the inner havoc out. check out proverbs 14:29, 15:1, 16:32, 19:11, 22:24, 25;15 at http://www.biblegateway.com/

ok.. need to go... got meeting...

will leave u with writings (taken from a biography of him - A MAN WITHOUT COMPROMISE)of this amazing guy - John G. Lake (u do ur own search on him):

isn’t it marvelous, beautiful, wonderful to realise that mankind can receive into their nature and being the power and Spirit of the living Christ which contains the purging power to drive forth from the being every particle of evil, every sensuous thing in the thought and nature, so that the man becomes as Jesus is. that is what the blood of Jesus is calculated to do. that is what the Spirit of Christ is purposed to do in the soul of a man – the cleansing of the nature from the power and dominion of sin.

On the ground of what Jesus Christ did, the substitutionary sacrifice, God is able to redeem us from our sins. He is able to impart to us His very nature. He is able to give us eternal life, take us into His own family, so that we can call Him “Father”. Not by adoption only, but by an actual birth of our spirit, so we come into actual relationship and union with God and the age-old cry of universal man as been fulfilled.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

the reason why i had this drifty, floaty feeling is that i had ear infection! so yeah for the past few days i had to take loads of pills again... and my world spins periodically. had loads of trouble trying to lead worship last sun cos cant hear myself sing, my head felt like bursting when the band played, and the world whirls before my eyes when i looked at the congre. well... i was juz glad i didnt like fall down in the middle of it. so yeah. had taken leave for youth camp but turned out i couldnt stay with them. had to rest. so turned out the leave was taken so i can rest. m so disappointed i couldnt be wif them.

was very fed up the past few days cos i needed the comp very badly and i realised how reliant i m to the comp these days. sigh... cannot do work, cannot settle things.
n i m thankful for being able to e comp now... all thanks to liebe for lending me the laptop n inconveniencing herself.

today was a very productive day... back-to-back appts n rushing here n there.... tiring enuf... but i realised how i like to fill my days up so much to challenge n stretch myself n get many things done. i hate not being able to settle stuff.

but alas. i m v fed up now. pls dun mess wif my stuff... juz deal with ur mess. myob. it's so frustrating wen it's not ur mess u have 2 live with.

u ve no idea how much i was looking forward to shopping wif u tmr.
i ve blocked it out. cleared out my schedule. fine fine.
dun ask me the same questions over n over again. u dun rem my answer or u dun like my answer or u think i ll change my answer? i said i would do it means i would do it. i said yes. it is yes.

fed up. fat up. (oh btw, i m the fattest ever in my whole entire life. the weighing machine says so... so i m not making this up! no worries... i'm incorrigible. shant go on a diet.)

wish u wld hung ard even wen i was pissed.

wow... i've turned into one of those people who use blogs to tell pp off... tsk tsk. sigh...
i'm despicable! man, i suc

[transmission will resume once sanity has returned to the blogger. but dun bet on it. blogger does not condone gambling. blogger is now going to contact a higher power for help. the higher power being God- Jesus Christ.]

Friday, June 15, 2007

Education is not the filling of a pail, but the lighting of a fire - William Yeats

there are 4 levels of stress:
- no stress -> boredom
- common stress (comfortable level, functional. often needed so as to motivate a person to accomplish a task)
- excitable stress (challenges, pushes a person to accomplish a task.)
- detrimental stress

stress can be caused by fear (fear of failure, past experiences, of what people will think of us etc)

ok... above are juz stuff i came across dat i'm about to delete or throw away.. thot i'd juz type out some points i wanna rem here.
wow... it s been so looooonnnnggggg since i blogged... cos... my desktop at home died-ed. had trouble one month back... tot it was some software prob.... bro took sometime to reformat, then alas...one short week later... it kapoot-ed. turned out it was a hardware prob. n juz right after the warranty expires! sigh.... so now i m comp-less!

went on Star Cruise (went to penang n phuket) with cousins and cousins' cousins. LWK, Hui2, Goody n Julia. was so fun. something i really needed... n i really LLLLOOOOOVVVEEEE the sea! so it's a hol tailor-made for me. gorgeous sunsets, sea, mountains... n... oh... the glorious food... great service... wonderful company. m so thankful to God!

man... the whole time u can feel the vibrations of the ship... esp when journalling, sleeping... n esp when i was on the toilet bowl. haha... n seriously... m feeling a little land sick! i kinda get this drifting feeling. which is funny cos i ve been on long open sea travelling more othen than anyone... maybe i'd go throw up right now... haha

now readying myself for youth camp tmr... n scrambling to get some work done before that.

Saturday, June 02, 2007

i had wanted to log off without blogging even tho i had wanted to post an entry. my friend convinced me to do so citing this reason: you'll never come this way again. and dat was enuf 4 me to re-open IE and type this.

you'll never come this way again... how profound!

ok ok.... here's wat i had wanted to blog:
was flipping thru n reading the highlighted portions of the book "Partners in Prayer" by Max Lucado n tot i'd type this out for u to ponder thru:
When we remove idols in our lives, we become ripe for personal revival.
...to know that something in your life is an idol is to ask yourself “Would I be willing to give this thing up if God asked me to?”