today is too good not to post.
started out bad. very busy, lots of things to do, get done. get the keys to our apartment for one. get cheque from KV another. i forgot and drop a few balls. did a few bad mistakes. and by the time i was supposed to lead small group, i felt like just crying. which i did. and it all worked out for so so good!

1) em reminded me that i had asked/wanted more challenge. it made me feel better cos then i realised God brought today in answer to that prayer.

2) in response to me saying i m so not ready to lead, em reminded me that i m a leader. i m always ready to lead. and jules told me that i m a leader so i m ready to lead in season and out of season and this may be out of season for me. they were calling forth and drawing out things in me. really thank God for that cos i was able to ride on that and rise up.

i had been looking forward to leading small group. and i had such vision and plans. i wanted God to show up. I desired that we had more indepth sharing and more vulnerability on the things God is doing in our lives. and more ministering to one another. and God really did answer all my desires! it was amazing.

i began by being more vulnerable that i ever been with them and they prayed for me. and then i prayed for the session and pulled heaven. they cried and then we laughed. shared and prayed and prophesied. it was amazing.

thank You Jesus! i m so in awe of what God is doing in our lives. He is amazing.

Kimb is v sensitive to my pulling on heaven. in the car she was getting high just cos i was praying silently beside her. she said she could feel the open heaven over me.

thank You HS!

and me being so "high" helped me. i really need to be filled by HS. i cant be the right evan without it.
thank God for ironing out things with Jo. and for breaking down the walls, restoring and healing.

and so Lord, we thank You for the work You are doing in each of our lives. thank You for the victories. we seal the victories in Your name and say more Lord. more of You!