Evan essence is
1. essence of evan (?!) - take away the outer trappings and facade, what i am about.
2. evanescence
ev·a·nesce intr.v. ev·a·nesced, ev·a·nesc·ing, ev·a·nesc·es
To dissipate or disappear like vapor
"Yet you do not know what your life will be like tomorrow. You are just a vapor that appears for a little while & then vanishes away. " - James 4:14
"Man is like a mere breath;His days are like a passing shadow. " - Psalm 144:4
Friday, June 24, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Friday, June 10, 2011
Sam: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.
Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam?
Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
some nice lines:
Mutants to Charles (Prof X) when they saw his huge castle-like mansion:
Charles: this is our house.
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Eric (Magneto) after Charles (Prof X) pulled him up to the surface thus saving him from drowning: i thought i was alone.
Charles: You are not alone.
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Eric (Magneto) to Raven (Mystic): you want society to accept you and yet you cant accept yourself.
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Sunday, June 05, 2011
we spend time building our portfolios, resume, careers. how about building your family, your life, your home?
what i gained from 2nd year in BSSM -
got my 3Cs i set out to get. Character, Covenant relationships, Call.
learned to trust my heart. God showed me He trusts me. b4, i "know". now i really know.
know God more. (different from know about God more). i really grew tremendously in knowing Him.
more aware of God's delight, pleasure over me. God ravishes me. i m God's delight and desire.
and that i ravish God's heart. God is my delight and desire.
alot more able to operate in who i m, what God has given me.