thanks YW for smsing n calling to ask abt my "worthlessness" bout. 

i think it is merely growing pains coupled with lots of stressors. no worries abt depression. cos if anything it's too exciting for me right now. 

"Restlessness and impatience change nothing except our peace and joy. peace does not dwell in outwards things, but in the heart prepared to wait trustfully and quietly on HIm who has all things safely in His hands." - Elisabeth Elliot.

now i m alone in my office. trying 2 prepare for my talks etc for my work trip this coming week, n awaiting tonight's nursing grads min meeting. a good 3 hours to myself 2 get some work done. praying for effectivenes n peace. =)