forgot my wallet n keys today. found out i was penniless only wen i was about to go for lunch (thankfully not after i ordered my food!) n von paid for me (she forgot hers on fri n i lent her 10 bucks...! we take turns!) the latter only about an hour ago wen i reach home n realised i had no means of getting in. hah. thank God my family sleeps late! everyone was still up.

had a good time wif von... she let me hear her voice recordings. so so good...! she s good man... can go cut album liao.

i ate someone's heart out today. a yummy heart-shaped cookie. n admittedly, i bit off more than i could chew n of course i was being embarrassingly cute trying hard not to gag.

had a wonderful evening hearing J share n even sing to buddhists. she has guts! was good! had good time eating vegetarian dinner wif them... their treat. hah. praise God for this opportunity 4 J to share at their meeting (which was such a huge miracle n thanksgiving!) n even have fellowship with them. at least i have more faces n names to intercede for now. pray that wat was shared will cause them to think more and seek the truth. trust that God's word will accomplish His intended purpose.

juz found out on msn chat with my SW frenz dat one of my fren became a nun n is in myanmar now! i m kinda shocked. wow... christians are not the only ones wif such radical devotion...

was a little pissed that i forgot the time n had to take cab home today. told myself no more "cabbing" this month cos i super broke!!! as in S-U-P-E-R broke. n yet!!!!!!! i took cab yesterday to church cos i overslept n had to rush down cos even tho service is OVER, i was leading cell! tonight was avoidable. sigh.... no more cabs... no more wasting money... no more, no more... i need to feed myself one... hah

i've been so touched with people in my life who showed me their love. and touched by seeing people expressing their affections. today really blown away by WT's love for J. (dat little book full of drawings) wow amazing!

i m only beginning to learn more abt this thing call "LOVE". the wonder of God loving us, the wonder of anyone loving us n the wonder of us loving others(me selfish ya noe!). it's amazing dat God who is LOVE chose to love us, let us experience love not just for Him but for and from our own kind (at the risk of us loving them more than Him. He could have juz kept us all for Himself y'noe). while love is jealous and all, it is also giving. ok ok ok... dat s suffice for now... i have much to say... but really all jammed up inside. n i think i m not making much sense... but, but... no need to start conjuring up all weird guesses for now. there's nothing except that God is really teaching me about love.

His ways are higher than our ways... His thoughts higher than our thoughts. Is 55

ok..it's late. bible time...