i juz stumbled upon dictionary.com's word of the day. n it is:
evanescent
ev-uh-NES-unt, adjective,Liable to vanish or pass away like vapor; fleeting.

haha. wat a reminder. so many things in my life are fleeting. why am i so caught up with them?
there are those that are eternal, that are worth my while to take time for them. why am i so unwilling to do so?


God has, through the women's retreat, shown me His love and the love of His body. it was such a refreshing time. we so often know... but we dont really KNOW.

God is calling me back to WORSHIP. to reckless, self-abandoning worship of HIM who is the lover of my soul.