havent been writing though there's so much to put down onto "paper"... during this week i wanted so much to sit down to blog but juz could afford the time...!
this week has been a real challenging week.... learnt a lot... gone thru alot.... slept v little..ate v little...
hope i'll lose weight...! haha... really m too heavy. (aiyah cant go for the Army Half Marathon on 11 sept. sad.)
i realised i've grown... besides older n more haggard, wiser and more trusting n restful in God. found that He has enlarged my capacity... odd were the ways n means He used tho. =)
was so thankful n joyful to be able to serve God. such a wonderful honour n privilege to do what i m doing!
was praying hard on fri (cos i was so so dead tired n it was a packed day) that God will show up and got an sms fr my dad (haha! of all people!) that reads: (now... where's my hp?!?!) "But now i will come," says the Lord................. "!!!!
and he n HE were right! the Lord showed up! gave me strength n presence of mind so supernaturally! i felt so incredible! thanks to those who prayed...
i c a storm brewing from a distance... coming nearer! sigh... God have mercy!
love being single! such freedom n haha so much more time! more able to serve!
(for those asking abt "somebody"... i think no lah... i HOPE no lah...! so stop lah!)
a friend in NTU said something that i tot was interesting: friendship is one long conversation. (M.A, thanks!)
yah... we juz pick up where we left off
always saw it more like a journey n friend is a so-journer.
Eunice, happy birthday! wanted so much to join u on fri... sorry...!
n louis! happy birthday!
hmmm... how communications have evolved... how even writing journals have changed! i used to have an online diary somewhere in diaryland before the blog thingy caught "fire"... it's kinda secret. no one knows... juz me n whoever stumbles onto my page. now... i have no idea wat my user name was... sad. got some nice poems there... i want to put a poem here... but... the 'mood' isn't right.
"the distance is not of heaven n earth.................."
lost my muse... nothing rhymes now.
heartache hard egg hart etch
miss u mis ewe
crisis cry sis
wanted to change the MTV to daniel beddingfield's song... but they juz took the MTV down.. cant find liao....!
had a number of dreams... of people i have never seen or dreamt off before...
eg. taxi driver who turns out to be my mom's TKGS sch mate, lady in a cafe whose mascara runs... haha...
wonder why some pp can really live for frivolous things... wat do you live for? u might b surprised what some can come up with.
why do we not put God in the first place when we KNOW we should?
why do people like to deceive themselves by saying they are trying to get right with God but are not?
why do we look for God-substitutes?
why m i asking funny stuff when i should be in bed sleeping? hahahaha
really heartache re my frens.... know them for most of my life.... sigh...
by now u should have realised that i m rambling n trying to capture random thoughts n happenings of the week...
should sleep soon.... NOW maybe.
will try to finish the hudson taylor book by today(later today i mean)... wonderful book.. will share with you soon.
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