another sleepless night. not because i dun wan to sleep... very much the contrary! esp when ast night i slept at 6am (or rather this morning!) m so dead tired. but m glad i think i managed to settle as much work as i can. i had so nearly didnt want to board the plane d day before! can u believe it?

gonna blog this, then go right back to work... n then put in last min stuff into my luggage.. then go off to the airport. can evan tell me y on earth did i book myself on such an early flight? i m going on a hol without 2 days of sleep! i'm so gonna hibernate there la!

earlier half of today was totally terrible. 24 hours ago, i had my heart totally broken. i so nearly crumbled. couldnt hang on. needed to walk away. woke up to the horrible realisation that i was supposed to be in office 30 min ago... n my office is 90 min away from my house! rushed out of my house only to wait 30 min futiely for a cab. sigh...

went into office to find out that a very impt document dat was supposed to be in my mailbox isnt there. made frantic calls to hassle the culprit. only to be chided by my colleagues for being too nice. i m not kidding. i was all too calm n nice over the phone, they say. sigh...i got a new found respect for loan sharks these 2 weeks! btw, do u noe where i can buy cheap pigheads? anyway, the first half of the day had me shaking with anxiety. really. i had witnesses who saw me shaking n in tears! sigh... so, when i had pp asking me how's life? i had to muster every bit of self control in me to stop myself from breaking out in cynical eerie psychotic laughter.

anyway, b4 i get back to my work, i'd let u in on my plans for the next 7 days... i'll b in vietnam! whee~!
i cant believe there was a point in time not too long ago that i actually really thot i'd not get onto the plane, not go for my long overdue for trip back.

plan for vietnam:
meet up with God.
rest. reconnection. rejuvenation. revival.
i so desperately need this.

pray with me on this k