i cant believe it... i've found myself in a deeper "tired" pit!
well, i can take confort in what betsie ten boom said (when she was in concentration camp in WWII), "there is no pit so deep that God is not deeper still."

i dun really like living my life glad that things are over... but i m sure very glad meta is over! (if u rem, i was so glad christmas was over!) n seriously, i m so not looking forward to jan n feb! Naked i campaign kicks off... ~shudder... can u believe i slept till 3pm today? rushed downfor worship pract barely prepared for it... so very tired... really... juz looking for time to catch a breather. tmr onwards is another crazy race...

i had become a coffee addict the 3 days of the conference! walking over to koufu to take way coffee or, if i had no time, bought canned coffee from the vending machine. so... for the next few days, i shall (fingers crossed!) wean myself off coffee. (i'd much prefer 2b a social coffee drinker!)

i have to give thanks nonetheless, not out of duty as it is out of gratitude for how God has met us at the conference. really. (something not to take for granted cos there were times when elaborate, big conferences were... juz elaborate, big conferences.) the way God met us to minister to the leaders- calling us to give our best, working as a team, contending as one for the faith, opening address - to run tog, run light n run with the end in mind, dave parks' sessions to know who we are in Christ, forgive, and our calling... it was so touching seeing so many students go up in commitement to heed their call for full time, and dave park getting us to commit to dicipling and helping them, getting them to affirm their commitment, getting the rest of the conferees to support us as a body. so darn beautiful (if i may use...) and seeing how God has met so many of the gals and hearing their sharing... so exciting to see pp grow in Him.

right now, i m at pacific coffee club... inbetween my appointments. juz finished worship pract, going over to LJ's place... DG gathering... she is cooking for us!

ok... logging off now to journal... need to regroup b4 meeting the gals... cannot give out of my nothing....