Friday, July 21, 2006

LTTF, blast-off

came back fr LTTF... dvery 1st day we spent praying, worshipping, n 4 me... getting a sense of history. hah.. never thot of it till so many of them shared that this is history-in-the-making, making such big changes 2 the org etc... one of them joked that 10 years down the road, if the org fails, we can point 2 this very retreat!
wat a watershed event. this is really a turn in the fork-road.

was a gr8 time of planning. started off wif praying n worship. i'm thankful for the godly leaders we have. was a great time of sparring.. thank God for the great discussions and the safe environment for honest opinions and brutal questions and comments, the unity: agreeing to disagree and not kill each over for it! it's amazing - the friendliness(no ammo, no gunpowder, no fire) and openness, the willingness to hear and understand. a recognition dat we r in this tog, dat every1 is doing his level best. hah... n of course eating tog... nice... hee.
thank God for a right spirit within me. it's worth wat i gave up for.
well, as usual, more work after a planning retreat!

wat i've learnt:
1. good leaders give good answers.
Great leaders ask good questions.
2. i need to sharpen my thinking... n... learn 2 phrase things better.

best news of the year: med min is core min; priority! they will beef up the min. i wouldve cheered or give my usual happy dumb look... but all i could manage was wide-eyed, stunned silence! too stunned and thankful to even cry! it's been so long!!! yay! hopefully asap. hah... now i love beef! hee.
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Blast-off FOC
"when God asks you to do something, don't say 'no'. cos when you do, your heart would have been hardened by that little bit towards God. don't harden your heart towards God."
- Josh H. SC 4 2 consec yrs in sci.

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