wow... i juz typed a very long entry dat got wiped off! so here's erm... my 2nd entry for the day...

anyway... tonight's grey's anat was... heart stopping! literally man... i give izzy an A+ 4 dat hysterical scene. not OTT acting. really good show of desperation. m looking forward to more good acting wen danny dies. n i tot george should've at least, AT LEAST said something like "thanks" or "i love you too" or smiled. leaving callie hanging after she bared her heart was terrible. yet dun we all have moments like dat? i have my own fair share of stunned, open-mouthed, non-intelligible, all-too-disappointing returns. oh no... is this gonna b another episode review? lol

today started out sucky. the weather din help. the haze hasnt been doing my nose n lungs any good. the sun's lurking somewhere, u cant see it but u still get blasted by UVs anyway. i didnt like it. would've tot it dreamy, romantic. too bad...not today.

my mood did turn. a good book, journal, in a cafe always does wonders for me... even if without a nice view, even tho it is the noisy crowded macs. stayed back after meeting krys. felt so happy n contented sitting there alone, not dat i minded company. sat till 1030 despite my stomach kept reminding me d whole time dat dinner's not yet arrrived. (not keen on fast food) oh... i think dat d prayer time wif her did help too! lol

d book's another of jennifer weiner's. i realised i kinda like to 'suck' up all a particular author's books, like how i did dan brown's. but this time's kinda coincidental. sms-ed XL asking her if she'd want to read this novel b4 i return it 2 lib. turned out she's juz finished another by the same author. so tmr we'll b exchanging! haha.

mood's not affected even after reading SS's email giving me notice dat she'll be handing me her leave form for approval. after taking all those leave, she'll have ONLY 5 dayz wif med! wada...

juz had the weirdest tot on sun after i came out of the lib wif an arm loadful of books - i should write a novel on myself! like how weiner pours so much of herself into every one of her novels. it's like her in different lives n roles! lol. dun worry, i wont try to publish... sure CMI one la... lol

ok... nite!