all the confusion, discouragement were dispelled on thurs late night (or rather wee hours of fri morn...) when i realised wat God was doin in my life... i needed to struggle through wat is ME n wat ISNT... i had to face my worst fears, and slay my goliaths... was kinda tough time till i began to stand up in the Lord and in His mighty power instead of cowering in fear at the spiritual battle... God was helping me re-errect my boundaries n 'definition of self'. thinking back, it seems like i was putting into pract wat Drs Townsend n Cloud wrote in their book-BOUNDARIES.
if you've been praying for me... thank you so much!

the tok wif Darling helped me better understand re David & Jonathan and how God knitted their hearts/souls tog. it s a beautiful friendship

collected the runner's pack on fri... was so excited... glad it was a little gym bag instead of shoe bag (gave dat for the past 2 years!). but realised i really CMI... sigh...
nvm lor... i ll walk then... m a bit paranoid abt not getting myself injured these 2 weeks from over straining my muscles or anything...cos i havent run for a long time (or rather i havent run for long in a long while)... so yeah... m not pushing myself for this week... cannot anyhow juz run alot without building up one... shall only do dat on sun. i dun wan to forfeit this race due to injury
had a wonderful time last nite. watched casino royale, then watched DVD all nite - appleseed, taxi1 n 2... then went down to NUS.. then GC... only to find out i DUN need to attend the meta meeting cos it's for the ops pp... i speaking so alot of meetings dun need to attend! sigh... so blur... waste time... could have gone home n 1. slept, 2. prep 4 my workshop! anyway ok lor... was a good day overall... thank God!

mum's operation went ok... will be resting at home for the next few dayz... pls continue to pray for her healing... n hopefully the results will be fine...

shall blog better... tired... too many things... oh.. yesh.. m trying to rest more too... =)