Monday, November 06, 2006

will u forgive me?

"Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift." Matthew 5:23, 24

i juz did something long overdue. and felt the brunt of anger and got a glimpse of the damage i've done. and all i could say was "i'm sorry". it was all very humbling. and inspite of all i did, or tried to, i guess i have to admit i was so wrong. "When words are many, sin is not absent, but he who holds his tongue is wise." - Prov 10:19

was so tired, needed to sleep early... was on my bed when i made the call... and now i m wide awake. n i think i've wrecked someone else's sleeping plans too.

n i realised it s easy to b like some who sweep it under the carpet, act like all is well, n pretend to have moved on, or others who, on the surface, seem to be your friend but sing another tune behind your back or some others who know restitution is needed but yet do nothing... Matt 5:23, 24 isnt easy... n while i try my best at it, i cant help but feel angry at these many others. oh well, juz do wat u need to la huh... set your eyes on Jesus, not on people.

God, pls come heal the hurt. sorry i had messed up and took so long to 'fess up, took so long to clean up.


thanks LP for sharing wif me dat which triggered this long forgotten "to do" item... your obedience reminded me there's something i needed to obey... jia you!

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