some things juz feel so much like a relationship turned sour... u wanna out... but juz cant juz walk away...! gives you so much heartahe, feels like u r wasting ur life, ur time, ur energy... i would've got out if it is a relationship! sigh... how much more of this can i really take?
from my journal which i scribbled yesterday afternoon: "Unbelievable!!! i must be superglued here... Lord, what is it You want me to learn?" meeting a x staff in e sci canteen juz so totally not help! said it was better after she left... more money, more control over her time... more fruitful ministry... man... really... hearing this after wat happened. haha... i muz b masochistic to actually go meet her.
FLINT. as flint. my spirit is as flint. immovable. resolved. unshakened. i m amazed. unbelievably confounded. not walking away. inexplicably horrified! haha... (sorry... shan't explain).
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viv, was gr8 bumping into you... finally... good short catch-up!
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You have hit the mark. In it something is and it is good idea. It is ready to support you.
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